Bleh...

Lately, gray clouds have been settling over our little island, which has resulted to the frequent drizzles and cool temperature... Although the temperature has been more bearable than the hot heat, the weather has made me feel so -------- bleh... Maybe it was my outfit today? (I mean wearing a full on black outfit on an island is quite odd... and it just so happens that wearing too much black usually have people stereotypically associate that person as an emotionally distressed being, which I may I add I am not!)... Of course, I do break down and I do have my self-pitied phases, but who doesn't??? The weather has been so gloomy these days... but at least there was no thunderstorm this evening... Last night was MASSIVE! I have a phobia of lightening and thunder... I really can't stand it... I do hope that tomorrow's weather is more cheerful... I've discovered that the weather has affected my moods, but these days whatever mood I am in I am stuck in senioritis mode... I just can't concentrate!!! I fear not getting anything done, but I am always so tired and distracted these days... I also miss hanging out with my friends... I've been busy with work and school (I'm not even sure if I should have taken the other tutoring job at the math department... I hope it won't cause an overload in my schedule)... I mean I see the NMAers everyday, but it's usually during class, lunch or work... It would be nice to hang out away from school at least once every week, but we all have our obligations to fulfill for school and our other responsibilities... I'm sure that next semester we'll be able to see more of each other... especially when college applications are done... but as for now, I look forward to a more cheerful weather tomorrow : )