Out of Words...

A Capsule for this Frenzy

Little droplets, tiny droplets
Close companions of mine
Ringing words, ticking clock
In thin air you sublime

Dancing, prancing droplets
My companion in solitude
Suffocating sorrow
A parade for the little dews

Little pearls, precious pearls
Valuing more than the hermit
Little droplets, evanescent jewels
You circulate my grief

Carnivorous words… Silence
Then a gasp of hysteria
Little droplets, tiny droplets
Encapsulating this frenzy

Worse than an addiction...

Hmm... I haven't been maintaining my blogger account... I've been investing most of my time on myspace... doing what? well, accomplishing absolutely nothing... I seriously need to re-collect myself... The other day, Mr. Flores told me that I have to start studying for Calculus... that pretty much told me that I was not fulfilling my duty as a student. On my last Political science test, I managed to barely pass... hmmm... I've been procrastinating a lot... yep, I've got senioritis bad. Oh ya, and I believe it was three days ago when totally ditched Japanese class. I haven't really been a good student. I suppose the distractions that come with I don't know... trying to maintain a "forbidden love"... has taken almost everything from me... I mean, love isn't love without sacrifices... and, "why would I ever think of sacrificing my parents love and trust for me?"... "for him", is that answer good enough... I, of course, love my parents more...duh!... but I apparently can't have both... and not freely being able to be with him, puts me in a miserable position... This is worse than an addiction...